#149 - JUST ME

♫ Spirit of Marilyn callin' me, audibly. Bawling she, said that she would never leave. Continued to torture me. Telling me to come with her. Underneath my comforter. And she brought a gun with her. Pills and some rum with her. Took me on a balcony. Telling me to jump with her. Yeah, I'm in the ghost but I ain't doing stunts with her. I ain't trying to be that. Haters wanna see that. But I got 'em aggy. 'Cause I win the gold like Gabby. She's just a girl, and she's on fire...♫ - Nicki Minaj

"She is so Icy!" "OMG why are you so Cold?" "My sis EMzz is Mean!" "She gets Distant sometimes don't take it personal." "Yo, you're an ice cold b%tch!" These phrases and others along those lines have been said throughout my lifetime (RL & SL). However, the exact opposite has been said about me as well in direct contrast to the opinions of those who aim to be funny or who don't know any better. To actually know me is to know better. I am simply unapologetically just me! Deal with it!

♫ Looks like a girl, but she's a flame So bright, she can burn your eyes Better look the other way You can try but you'll never forget her name She's on top of the world. Hottest of the hottest girls, say Oh-oh-oh-oh, we got our feet on the ground! And we're burning it down! Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, got our head in the clouds! And we're not coming down!!! This girl is on fire (fire, fire)!!! This girl is on fire!!! ♫

VIBE:

♫ This girl is on fire! Everybody stands as she goes by. 'Cause they can see the flame that's in her eyes. Watch her when she's lightnin' up the night! Nobody knows that she's a lonely girl. And it's a lonely world. But she gon' let it burn, baby, burn, baby!!! ♫

Want to know what I'm wearing? Check out the credits below...

What am I wearing?

::FOUNDATION::

Head: lel EvoX BRIANNON 3.1 [Main Store]

Body: [ INITHIUM ] KUPRA B.O.M. BODY__ V. 04 FULL BODY [Main Store]

::OUTFIT::

Dress: Roslyn - Billie Dress - Periwinkle [Tres Chic Event] *new*

Shoes: [Gos] Kali Laced Sandals - Metallic Fatpack [Main Store]

::MAKEUP::

Eyes: -Belleza- Lel EvoX Vibrant Eye Makeup Pack [limited release no longer available]

Lips: IVES x LeLU EvoX - Killa Lipgloss PACK2 [Main Store]

::ACCESSORIES::

Headwrap: MAJESTY - Dondie Headwrap [Angelina Blue] [Main Store]

Manicure: Rosary. Dinero. HUD w/ Base Nails . Coffin Kupra {rigged} [Main Store]

Nail Gems: Rosary. Gem Pack . v1 Coffin Kupra {rigged} [Main Store]

Pedicure: Rosary. Send Nudes . Pedicure HUD w/ Base Nails . Kupra {rigged} [Main Store]

Earrings: e.marie // Reina Earrings - Silvers { EvoX human F } [Main Store]

Choker/Necklace: VOBE - Morgan Choker (Kupra) [Fatpack] [Main Store] *on sale*

Armlets: Romazin Jeweler RJ - Bracelet <Laska>, FatPack {rigged} [Tres Chic Event] *new*

::BACKGROUND & POSES::

POSES: FOXCITY. Detached Bento Pose Set [Main Store]

POSES: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set [Main Store]

**some poses have been adjusted by me using the Black Dragon poser.

♫ Dear God, if you're here God. Make the fire disappear when they stare, God. TAKE AWAY MY FEAR when they interfere, God. Do you fear God? 'Cause I feel God. And in my backyard, that's a deer, God. And that's a horse ranch. And to my core fans, keep reppin' me. Do it to the death of me. 'X' in the box, 'cause ain't nobody checkin' me!!! ♫ - Nicki Minaj

PSA: To the one that reported to Facebook that I am "suicidal", I know who you are and you're pathetic for that. There are people out there actually struggling and you mock them by doing this!!! Go get yourself a life because you CAN'T HAVE MINE!!

For anyone who is having thoughts of suicide, there is help out there for you...call/text the National Suicide Hotline 24/7 at 800-273-8255 or visit their website for help and resources at: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Looking at SL through the "Eye of the Storm"

On to the next project...

Love & Light,

乇мzz:::ƒιуαнѕтσям™:::qυαи [Emerald Ishtari]

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